The job that was offered for me did not work out. For reasons I could only discuss in person to someone. At this point in my life path, I have realized taking a job is only part of what I would get from it. I need a career, a choice that makes me feel good, not just a paycheck and somewhere to be when they want me to be.
My younger brother referred to this as being a “bitch”. Not sure I agree with that totally, however for me it seems money is a need, but happiness is far more important to me and my family.
For the moment I have made the choice to listen to my inner voice, and be a stay at home mom to my youngest who is going to be 2 in a few months. Daycare prices are high, and for me I feel that outweighs me finding a entry level job anyway. Not too mention I have two other older children that need more guidance about life, money, and relationships.
I recently, gave up being on Facebook, as I saw it was consuming most of my waking hours and feel that life should not be based on me being on a computer 24/7. Does this mean I do not enjoy being online…. no way. It does however make me look more at what is important to me and what is not. I may come back to Facebook at some point, but for now my life seems way better not being on the social giant.
I am not sure how many people take a look at this blog but it may become more of my journal again to show my girls or just to get my feelings out. For now I leave you with this thought.
Never work for money, let money work for you.
Until I have the chance to update this blog again. Be blessed.